
There was a peer at a fellow church who was a naturally gifted musician and amazing guitar player. I could hold my own, but he would learn songs in a day that took me days or weeks to learn. As I have previously mentioned, I have virtually no musical ear and I struggle to read sheet music. What I did know how to do was use my instrument as a percussive one like Dave Grohl. In any case, I had to learn each song very painfully – note by note.
I was so ashamed of myself when I played next to this guy – I would beat myself up for not being as good and wondered what I was doing wrong. Only last week when I was walking with the girl, I realized and told her in some ways, I had the better story.
It was me who played in the best jazz ensemble in the county, not him. My fingers really bled from all the fumbling around. But I knew how to get the most out of my limited talent.
In a way, this was the better story.