I wanted you to see me

But like so many 

You can’t 

Or you won’t

And that is the heartbreak 

In this miserable 

Exhaustinau

Beautiful 

Journey

All the shots I made

Absorbed 

Saved

Took

Saw

They didn’t matter all that much 

And yet they did 

A fucking waste of time 

That echoes in eternity 

Empty quiver now 

All wasted 

All spent 

All gone 

Wouldn’t change a thing 

Have it any other way 

At least I didn’t kneel

Live and die on this day

Live and die on this day