New

The first time in sixteen years

I saw and realized I missed you

And then missed you the next day

And the next

I don’t think that will ever end

The first time in thirty years

I saw your true beauty, in every form – pure, strong, rare, and exquisite

The first time I ever prayed for you

Felt known and understood

The first time in forever I woke up

With renewed faith, hope, and strength

Not just the numbing of pain

But the first rays of joy through the storm clouds

God’s timing is perfect

He is great